There are just times that I feel I am a big disappointment, a burden and a good for nothing child... But regardless of all these feelings, I know that there is a loving God who could care less about the things that I am not for He is not judgmental nor does He think that I am a burden. 

He looks past through all my flaws like I am perfect because He is perfect and there is nothing in this world that He did not make beautiful and that He does not love. 

And I am just thankful that in spite of all these negativity there is someone or something that I could hold on to and rely on. 

I am still blessed.

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These are days that I want to cry

But I must hold back all the tears

These are days that all I need is a hug

But that I must learn how to live without

For

These are times when I am judged for all the things that I am not

And

Though I am fed up of all the people telling me of what I am not 

I must swallow my pride and remain humble

For

Hate is what I must banish from my heart

And

Aid myself with a prayer instead

For

These are the days that I feel so weak

These are the days that I must learn how to keep

Keep things to myself and reflect

Of all the things that I am not

For perfect I am not

But

I know out there 

Despite of all these pain

Despite of all these judgement

Despite of the spiteful eyes on me

There is someone who loves me

These are the days that I must keep

My mind, my heart and my soul intact

For 

There is a God who loves me even if no mortal soul does.