It's the wee hours of the last day of April. Yet here I am, wide awake and unsure about how I should feel after what occurred just an hour ago... I am about to write how I got home and received a very unexpected message from you. Getting a message from you these past few weeks is really a surprise, but what's different...
The other night, the sky smiled with me with all the stars shining bright as I remember all the good times we had. Tonight though, as if the universe knows my heart, the sky cried with me as I remembered the saddest memory you ever left me. As I sit here, alone in the room where we used to sleep, I felt...
They say the smartest people are losers in love but I beg to differ... Love is irrational. It was and will always be as such hence, no matter how stupid or smart you are, when that person comes into your life, brings sunshine and all that bullshit that comes with an almost perfect and fairy-tale like relationship would soon rip your heart out...
Decided to leave the house today though I know I've really nowhere to go. I have very little cash in my pockets but I'm leaving home for today, anyway. I just can't stay in the house, it's unbearable... The four walls of my bedroom can seem to swallow me whole, everywhere I look I see fragments of countless memories made in that house. ...
To some, you may be a sunset... Romantic and beautiful Yet as such You are expected to bring Nothing but the night And though the moon is bright You are no more In sight The thought of this Brings too much pain That no words Can explain I find it Terrible That such work of art As you Could be easily left Easily...
I don't know why I don't know where I stand For all I know I've gone quite mad But how and why I keep asking myself Do I suddenly get Hints of sadness Making me Swirl down into The pits of slow depression I wanted you I prayed to have you I have been given The wonderful gift of you Of loving you...