Had I been the same person I was before I met you, I would probably be out there dating every guy who knocks on my open window. I would have never feel this way about a lover who have decided to leave me, I would have never fought for my place because the Maria I knew is not the one who chases. But I guess, things change and it has made quite a pathetic person out of me...

I wonder when you'll be flying to Korea so that I'd at least have an idea when you're going to see me because you kept on telling me that you will definitely come over to see me before you leave. Whatever you have to say though--even if you will not come back the same way, I'll still feel the same. I guess, I truly love you unconditionally that I have allowed you to make such a martyr out of me...